Ed incredula realizzo che tu per me sei aria

Hola everybody! How are you?! Some of you asked how my bday went... well... I had a surprise party at Saturday night! :) For one of my best friends bday and my birthday, my friends invented (and I mean, they REALLY invented them, with all the necessary things to do them!!!!) some Music Awards where each one of us was a famous artist. As I love Lady Gaga, I was Lady Cac* (literally, "Lady sh*t"). I didn't know anything about it, they just told me to wear a black dress... I think I will have stomachache for ages for all the laughing we had! I have many censur*d pics but, oh! They are so sad to be public ahah:)

I really needed something like that to cheer me up. I really miss him. Mi manca davvero tanto, ogni giorno penso di scappare in Italia per poter finalmente vivere insieme (un sogno che nn so quando potrà avversarsi)... avete presente quando la vostra metà è come se fosse la vostra aria, vero? A me sembra di non poter respirare ultimamente... la distanza ogni volta è più difficile, e più grande è anche la mia convinzione di amarlo. Sempre di più. Ci provo a pensare positivo, ad essere ottimista, a sorridere nonostante sia così difficile... ma nn è sempre possibile.

I can't stop thinking everyday about running away to Italy to finally live together (a dream I don't know when could be true). Do you know when your other half is like air for you, don't you? I feel I can't hardly breathe lately... the distance is getting harder and harder, and my conviction of loving him is bigger. Always. I try to think positive, to be optimist, to smile even if it's so hard... but it's not always possible.

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Wish you all a really great week and holidays (for the lucky ones that have them all week, enjoy!). Thank you for all your comments, I really appreciate every single one of them. :)



Besos

PS. Don't forget to participate in my giveaway if you want to win The Sartorialist book or a brooche OR necklace from Lady Desidia. It's open until April 2nd!